todays joy of the esque

So i am so happy...i have been dieting real hard and food partying to fill in my caffeine/wine hole (of which i have also been hitting or hit real good). But i got the following items in my larder now...30$ cost 14$ roast ham Danish pastry ring (actually eaten now...was not flaky) Bread loaf Velveeta Tortilla Black eye pea spread blended with rosemary Oatmeal raisin chocolate chip Vanilla frosting Also been making blender bulletproof coffee with 1/2 1/2 and melted butter

latest foods

I have had some nice dishes: Lima beanspread Spinach soup/sauce Cheese bread Whole avocado This bullet proof coffee is so totally good...it gives you energy...decreases appetite...and increases metabolism...its really really great. i am making mine with half and half because i dont have coconut oil yet but all good. :)

apetite and the ascetic

So i finally got over my foods and then dieted a week...then got a loaf of french reduced priced bread...large blick of cheddar and some whole wheat hot dog buns...as well as cranberry shortbread and chocolate frosting which i ate but got got into a real bad food coma. My parents were delayed returning from vacay and we were supposed to go out so i had to eat a block/brick of cheese. Rough and stuff. so i couldnt even eat when they invited me out the next day...ha ha ha. No i am working on bullet proof coffe and doughnuts. I was gifted ingredients for the coffee but i did not know it had to be blenderized to make it creamy and was just drinking oil on top my coffee. i guess i didnt have enough cigarettes for my cpu to get that message.