labor

so for the past couple days (well yesterday and the day before) i have been just having coffee and taking no food. it has been quite good. seems to be like a seasonal cleanse for me. the few days before that i was having just coffee and a bowl or two of pasta with greens. also very nice. i am feeling like i might want to get some food though. perhaps a breakfast muffin and ramen i can make with greens. these renters who live in the front of the unit are like old guys who are really pesky. they will be really loud in their conversations. then if i see them they are never just like "hey" they always have this dark and persisting need to talk and try to get me to come back and talk with them. and they always watch me coming and going. it is really frightening because they would always come back to my apt and knock. its really scary! they were both gone this summer for some time...it was like paradise. i keep praying for them to move out. i guess they are both sick. it really sucks. id like to have normal people living around me. although before i had another set of neighbors who were really mental, yelling at me and stuff...they had a lot of swords and bunch of dogs...really weirdos...they used to drink all day and do drugs...i was so scared to walk buy and go for groceries...somewhat